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Warning: Talk about ex-girlfriend!

Happy New Year!

 Last night was of course New Year's Eve. I had a headache and a party to go to. I was also going to be house-sitting for a friend who would be out of town that night. 2008 was a pretty decent year for myself, much better than some of the previous years. At the end of 2006 I had two big things happen in my life, the death of my dog, Blitzen, and the end of a crazy relationship.

My dog had been in my life for 11 years, he was one of the most well-mannered, easy going, and loving dogs once could ask for. The relationship I was in I couldn't begin to describe, I guess I could say this much: very dysfunctional and  yet for me, exciting! There was something about this person that really grabbed me, I am still not sure what it was. Anyway, things didn't end well, we were both at fault and that was the end of that.

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Recently I have been enjoying the many different obstacles life has been giving me. Most of my life I have been a loose cannon and the past two years I have been continually working on controlling it. Anger has always been a problem with me. To some people, like myself, anger can be disabling and self-sabotage.

Driving is lots of fun and ad the same time a major hassle. There are so many knuckleheads our there who just shouldn't be behind the wheel. Sure, we all make mistakes, but making 4 mistakes in a 15 second time-frame is just unacceptable. This kind of stuff happens all the time and I can usually stay cool but manage to blow up at some unknowing jackass who just cut me off because they were too busy talking to their friend about their newest pairs of shoes on the cell phone! Obviously, I made some of that up, but I think you get it. So now without further ado I thought I would share my tools that I use to help further avoid making myself look like a nutcase and the violator a bigger idiot than they already are:

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Nowadays someone can't go long before hearing the latest and greatest news about Hollywood. I am disgusted. You see reports about names like Britney Spears, Lindsay Lohan and Amy Winehouse almost daily. What is wrong with this society? How can one person become so infatuated and interested in people like this? These "stars" or "celebrities" offer nothing interesting to me, not even looks. They have the personality of mutated opposum fetuse's and enoy nothing other than spending money on useless materialistc things and performing terrible mockeries in public places.
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  These days online privacy is mentioned quite a bit. You hear about identity theft, hackers, and data collection among other things. There are many people and business’s out there who are willing to sell, purchase, or use your information to look at your online shopping, browsing, and e-mail habits. Many of these companies are actually well known corporations and always claim that your data is safe, anonymous, and secure. Even if that was the case I rather not anyone or any computer have the capability of accessing my personal habits as they please. Read more

Wow! Its December already! The weather in California this year has been very bizarre. It feels as if it’s the first of November; the leaves are just now starting to fall! I am hoping the current weather situation means a short winter and early spring, I am very anti-winter. In the winter my energy is drained, depression sets in on gloomy days, and its cold. I can deal with rain for he first few weeks but after that it’s just frustrating. On those rainy days traffic seems to slow to a crawl. That bone-chilling type of coldness seems like it will never leave me, no matter how many layers of clothes I am wearing, and everyone just gets cranky. Christmas is coming and we have only had like a solid 12 days of rain! Hope this weather keeps up! Read more